Ok, I do not know why I decided to go on, do not ask, maybe I left too much open ... Well here it is. I think the max is 3 parts, so I hope chiuderl soon. You will find a guest star, Serena in a small part to its cross-fic ...
Demolition lovers - Sequel - part.1
is standing outside the door, motionless, scanning the street number written on the package as if suddenly he could not read more. Yes, it is the same as shown on my door.
not have the courage to stretch your finger and ring my bell ... here it is him, tender as I left a year ago. He has shorter hair and beard checked, I see from my window, and short little steps undecided led him slowly on my doorstep so I decide to avoid embarrassment and to precede. I open the door ...
"Hello Frank"
is surprised, smiles, perhaps not even expected to be received so calmly, probably because I do not know that I'm fine, I threw it all behind, I closed the door and I'm really good ... with myself and the world.
"Hello ..." he touches his hair, like he always does when it is embarrassed and nervous. He smiles, and is the best thing that can exist.
would sit and look at us we could stay here hours, under this mild sun, cuddling at a distance, with eyes and with smiles.
is not easy to see him again after so long and after how we 'leave'. I'm sure that some images in his head are rapidly forming, as memories of a past close, like everything happened yesterday and not twelve months ago. But now there's something you should not know, something I can not and do not want to share with him or with someone else, so I shut the door behind me and catch up ... we'll have a brief chat here on the steps ... I will say it is came to look for and how things go ... together.
"I read that you are in concert here in Italy"
staring at the door behind me while I talk.
"Yes, we play tomorrow ..."
is strange, seems to want to tell me something and know that hard to be detached and cynical as would, in a situation damn that requires it.
Stop trying, you're not like that.
I smile, though I would literally run into his arms ... and not because he still has feelings for him, among other things, is a thought that I began to reject categorically the very day when I fired, from the day where I met Gerard in tears as I walked away and I realized how small I was in front of him ... it's just that a person is very dear to me and actually said that I was a coward.
In seconds, unable to wipe away my doubts about what to do, my doubts about the 'I love you but ...' and comes to embrace, an embrace so strong but at the same time soft and 'friendly' ... I can not help but reciprocate.
I missed as hell to be honest. I dreamed every night, I fought day and night against his thought, and vico always constant and is now here and in his arms I feel as if I needed anything else.
stroked my hair, looks into my eyes "I missed you ..."
had been 'another' I would not have believed it, but he is Frank and walk with my heart in my hand.
avoids answering and if I could not even to understand. And then my voice broke with emotion, can not do it anyway, so I just smiled as I can and kiss the love that still holds against my face.
"Have you changed your number, I wanted to hear every now and then, just to say hello ..."
Fuck Frank, you make me feel damn guilty!
"I preferred to switch off for a while '..." is what I tell him, but the truth is that I really wanted to close that short, intense chapter in my life.
In less than no time back to serious, even sela expression, no matter how serious and darkened always betrays his innate sweetness.
"I know you do to protect it ... but I want to see it"
Determined and aware his tone now so much to me ... he knows his legs tremble. You know. He knows the child and I just can not understand how he did ... no, Becky would never have betrayed and even my friends, the dearest thing I have, they are my family ...
"A friend of yours is organizing our welcome party"
"Serena ..."
nods. I had to imagine the queen of catering.
"It 'a bit' I do not feel that ..." I try to change the subject.
"Yes, it is our fault that we kept so busy during this time ..." he smiles, perhaps seeking to calm, and do not know ... still does not work.
"Do not believe me, he blurted," continues "We were talking about you, I saw preoccupatoe told me ..." is sweet, even after discovering a lie so big, or rather, a major omission.
"How are you?" I ask him about my friend.
not pass a good time, but will tell you everything you and I assure you that for several hours! "Smile even if both the nervousness you space on our faces.
"He tranquillonon I have it with her. He wants everything to be rosy for everyone ... but unfortunately sometimes things do not work as they should ... "I look at the floor now, I can not look him in the eyes.
"And among us would like to go?" Ask me how to say it still would not work.
"I do not know, but we'll never know right?" My defiant crowds out the time and knows he has me right ... but look at me and know that I know now that there is something that could change things if only ...
Frank Why are you here? You should not be there, dammit. She approaches again, he shakes my hand tightly as to give me courage and at the same time give strength to himself.
"Now we get" does not leave me much choice, does not give me any chance of dialogue ... and I understand, this is right ... but I'm not ready cock.