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FANFIC - THE COLLISION OF YOUR KISS CAP.17 – So This Is Christmas.

TITLE: The Collision of Your Kiss
Starring: My Chemical Romance
AUTHOR: Demolition Konsu
DISCLAIMER: is NOT just a fanfiction inspired by real events.
SUMMARY: ... "... it was just out of curiosity." Liar. Betrays a smile while his cigarette ends "You're an asshole Gerard." Keep smiling. I would like to beat to a pulp as I look smug and perhaps I would do if these two lights we had not been reached at this very moment. He arrived.


CAP.17 - So This Is Christmas.

The wind crashes me goose bumps and pinches my body. A shiver. I see it and get out of a beauty almost unbearable to reach his girlfriend on the passenger side taking her hand, slowly approaching from the parking lot ... not I can describe how my body is paralyzed, except that now my hands are shaking. Hello angel, well ... got hit here, a little 'to the left, we're almost there. "Let's go inside" Gerard seems to have lost the vein of playful and mischievous little earlier when I talked about ... sex ... God seems to want me to protect. I understand and I appreciate that but it will not help now that he is one step away from us. Shakes hands with Jamia almost afraid to lose, watching us while his smile involuntarily lose color. A 'hello' shy and awkward, followed by her most vehement. "Come on, here we come" is how Gerard saved my life, as the pair-damn perfect in my eyes-is about to enter. I try to breathe, I will not go into crisis right now, during what was supposed to be my night, Christmas Eve ... and that little packet in my bag. Yes, in the end I bought them gifts ... including one for him and I do not know if I will ever have the courage to give it to him, certainly not going to happen tonight, here, with the weight of her on my heart. Gerard watching me, trying to figure out if my next reaction is to cry, laugh or run away. Sle my lips are about to bleed, I continue to bite as I try to shake the hands of Gerard strong "Touch me, please," I whisper to him taken by a sudden panic came. "I'm here, do not give up an instant "pass me the thumbs under his eyes, checks whether a tear is going to come down. "Let's go." Breath, breathing deeply. Come on. Strangely, I feel I need the Way 'wrong' tonight ... and it's strange because until then I had never even remotely thought of receiving moral support from Gerard and I never even thought to ask ... before.
What this does is keep me away from him all the time, which fortunately has already start a lively discussion with Ray, even if it is inevitable, I noticed that often looks at us with one eye. Another hour, then go to dinner together, me with the boys and their spouses and celebrate Christmas together in a room not far from here. No, he and Jamia there will be, decided to celebrate with their families and know-somebody told me-that was the idea of Frank ... I thank him and curse at the same time for that. And it is my 'informant' which soon comes up to me and is the brother's girlfriend talking to another, qualchestarno band I think. "It 's okay?" He shakes his shoulder with one hand "... Hmm ... could be better" to turn one of my bitter smile that he knows very well. "Hold on, a bit of 'let's go home ..." more whispering. I make him a nod and I think he realized how much I am grateful, because his friendship is important to me and how he is helping me to address this.

more time passes and more damn I need him, even now, sipping cocktails that playing with the lips on the rim of the glass and fading smiles ... it's true, is not smiles of happiness and how anyone would notice the fact that anyone would notice did not exchange a word with his girlfriend and that whenever she asked if everything is ok-and it did at least four times since they arrived, he said yes, casually, without even looking. That must be why all the vitality I noticed you seem to have vanished in late evening ... is so vain that hard to recognize when you put your coat and straightens hair. They are going to go away. "We should go ..." "A healthy" closed with the words of Gerard. A tacit agreement was made that none of the four were trying to each other, even Jamia, oblivious of everything seems to have adhered to this 'pact'. Do not give us time, refer a gesture with his hand and go away while Frank gestures from afar by Gerard understand that the call later. Well, very well indeed, another burden, another situation is not addressed. But my eyes do not detach from him for a moment that surrounds the shoulders of Jamia and turns before crossing the exit. See you soon angel.
almost exhausted I sit on the couch in the room that should be the guardian of, I support the wall test it, I feel that I could sleep with all the sleepless nights I spent especially with all the tension that I have accumulated in these days, tonight more all the other damn time I saw him after he 'knew'. I can not believe it myself, but I have a tremendous hunger is the body ... I ask for help, I ate very little lately. I am past the 10 for a while ', the gallery is closing, the guests have already gone away when I reach Gerard will say that I'm sorry, that I will join to them for Christmas dinner, I do not want to throw in the confusion of restaurants and bars, take something to the take-away, go home and watch a movie on the couch.
"No way, you come with us" is the stern voice of Mikey "Do not be left alone, not on Christmas Eve ... forget it is logical that it takes more to me than his brother even while not I expected a reply has been adopted. "I'd rather stay home, really ..." I try to convince the corner of my eye while I try to Gerard, is appoggiatola wall, legs crossed, it gnaws a fingernail ... I feel almost offended by the fact that he did not say anything, but maybe simply understood. "But why not let him do what he wants? It's not a girl, does not need a baby-sitter look ... "Alicia turns to her boyfriend. It might seem a wise thing that said if you do not notice that she shamelessly wants nothing more than get rid of my presence that I do not know why the crowd. And so ... but that 'baby sitter' could also polite if not for certain things that lead me to not go over well and I'm glad, indeed, we are so happy. "Just from listening to Alicia. Go, mangiatevi, have fun ... see you tomorrow "I'm trying to say with a pinch of fun, but obviously no one falls in my network. I come back exhausted and sat down by the various attempts. Gerard from its niche is looking at me now for at least ten minutes when taken down from the wall and went to take my jacket "Let's go home." I clearings Gerard, what do you think? Do not ruin Christmas, because I will not be any kind of company ... company. I lose a puzzled smile, "I have no ulterior motives, is still" makes me ear. That impertinent.
The couple look at us, then they exchange a look, "Ok, then we all go home," Mikey comes out with a smile as the hand of his girlfriend, "No no no really ..." My attempts are vain, however, the two brothers exchange a nod and soon joined the chorus also Ray and Bob have appeared in the room ... I can not do anything but move me while Gerard called the restaurant to cancel their reservation. Shit, I do not deserve this.

The evening passes quickly, and more passes, the more I realize how all these guys are a little bit in their 'special. I made spaghetti with chilli for everyone, for the second we ordered some stuff from the Chinese restaurant ... not great but when you're in good company, with the Christmas lights come stealthily into the house and the laughter of friends you need not bring happiness of delicious food to enjoy this Holy Night. We laugh, we joke a few beers too many we can get merry at midnight that is upon us. I look out the window, I feel so small compared with that sky full of stars, compared with those empty streets and meets all of these wonderful people behind me. I feel so small compared to Frank, his thoughts torture me, I give peace, especially while I'm here and I feel almost happy with him ... I think I really touched and I see those stars that seem so far away, but nothing is impossible for an angel with you and I would have made. I turn around because a finger is persistently playing on my shoulder "Congratulations" wow, it's already midnight "Thank you Gerard ..." I take the package handing me. "What?" I ask him curious ... "If you open it you'll never know ..." a notebook with a pen. It is not a simple matter, for nothing is finished by hand ... e.. "I did it with my hands," he looks almost embarrassed "I do not know why but I knew it ..." I stand on the cold marble of the window and I am going to hug my friend, because now I am natural to call it ... and it's a feeling so beautiful that I can not tear myself away from her neck and I can do worry, "Are you drunk already?" he asks, smiling. "Not too much ... I would say ..." So hold, throw down "fills my cup" but feel it ... "I look surprised when Mikey and Alicia are approaching, she will be clinging to his neck for at least an hour" I do not believe what I see ... "smiled the younger brother while ago surprised expression ... and it is awfully sweet. Spare his eyes, "Yes, because at Christmas should be good!" Burst out laughing. The atmosphere is so beautiful that I could live forever with them in this house from now on, but I am already convinced that it will. "Wait ..." Mikey is detached from Alicia, go looking for something in her purse. While Gerard makes me nods and grimaces strange "What's the matter? Are you the one drunk now ... "he smiles slyly," No ... look up "I raise my head and what I see is really fun, a sprig of mistletoe hung high up, going down to the edge of the window. I looked at him with eyes wide open "... I do not even think about ..." ... but this time I smile, "Um ... this sentence seems to have already heard ..." she caresses his face ... and I know he does not want to kiss me, it's just a nice curtain which has somehow managed to warm the heart.
"This is for you" another package, this time from portomi Mikey's hands "I, and Alicia," but as of you and Alicia? Ok, smile, pretending to be pleasantly surprised "graaazie ... But you should not have." Perfume and bla bla ... it's still a thought and if there is a half Mikey is still a beautiful thought ... um.

And I miss while I go look outside. I miss her. A phone rings, is to Gerard. A shiver runs improvvisami back as I remember the eloquent gesture that made Frank as he left the tunnel. Gerard stage one ear, "Yes, we're all here waiting for you." Hangs up and looks at me straight in the eye "is coming."