TITLE: The Collision of Your Kiss
Starring: My Chemical Romance
AUTHOR: Demolition Konsu
DISCLAIMER: is NOT just a fanfiction inspired by real events.
SUMMARY: Ride ... and takes me by surprise ... what have in mind? It matters little, I still feel the smell of Frank in his nostrils and the very thought that soon see him again makes me feel bad ... or good?
I do not want a lot for Christmas / There's just one thing I need / I do not care about the presents / Underneath the Christmas tree / I just want you for my down / More Than You Could Ever now / Make my wish come true / All I Want for Christmas is ... / You
I remember like it was yesterday that Christmas morning after breakfast when I reached the other Mikey and Alicia in the studio. There was an aura of mystery all and only just arrived in the studio knew it was a surprise, and not presumptuous if I say that the surprise was for me. In practice, Gerard had wanted the children re-arrange a few have made the first cover Christmas, All I Want for Christmas by Mariah Carey. My mind wandered between sweet memories from the night before and my mood was not exactly the stars to tell the truth, put half of the terror even to review Frank after so little time ... but when I passed the little glass door of 'equally small recording studio was inevitable from the air to get involved fizzy I could breathe. Certainly contributed to the fact that Frank had already gone on purpose ... I'm thinking ... and even today was the wisest choice.
Gerard had never been so friendly, so compelling when I met him, except when I spoke for the first time the opportunity to exhibit my paintings at the show ... and thanks to his idea that I now have enough money to meet these two and a half months of creative sterility. Actually ... almost three months since that night. That night, so bright and beautiful than any night of sex I've ever spent in my life.
Gerard took my hand, made me sit in a chair, gave me a kiss on the forehead and started the tape. I nearly went down the tears from the emotion ... What
days followed by Christmas lunch with mum Way, a guest at the home of two children. I remember how he treated me ... like I was his third daughter. It thanked me for bringing peace and joy in the life of his son ... did not tell me which of the two, both knew. When he left me hug so strong and so intense that hardly forget as long as I live.
I remember her now that I watch Gerard from the door of her door, intent on scrutinizing every detail of her wedding dress ... we always take the witnesses to make a good impression and he especially. It's so funny that I can not stay here again hidden. "You shall have tried a hundred times, you still have doubts? "cross my arms with his head following his movements.
"Definitely yes ..." does not take away my eyes from the mirror.
"the ceremony is tomorrow, you have to give him more time to make changes ..."
"I can always go and buy another one ..."
"You are usually exaggerated"
"Only meticulous" you look for once again the mirror, thoughtfully, then turns to me "But what are you doing, spying on me while I change?"
"Noooo! I was only up to ask you ... um ... if you wanted a bit 'of the ... "
"BUZZ OFF"
"Ok, ok I'll call you when it's ready!" I was running from her room and I can smile in weeks. The home stove
Way no secrets for me, but the shelf of the pan is very, indefatigable risk of dying with the skull smashed more than once! In fact it is almost time for dinner, but it was necessary to excuse the ... um mica could not tell him that I was having fun spying on him for almost an hour! Not bad, so Mikey and Alicia, who is back in town for the wedding, came out of just under 10 minutes, and then dine
way late ... I hear a noise, the back door opens right next to me making me jump with fear. The kettle in my hand slips of water flooding the kitchen floor.
"Have you hurt yourself?" Her voice sweet and thoughtful as always ... I did not feel from what? Seems like a fucking century. "Frank ..." I moved away from him almost by inertia "should not be taken by certain preparations? ..." Deliberately I avoid looking in his eyes, trying to pick the kettle and dry as I can, my hands are shaking.
"I absolutely need to ask you something"
"What do you want from me?" The embittered my wry smile, I know and I see it ..
breath, swallow.
"If now, at this very moment I asked you to take your stuff and come away with me ... what do I say? "I can almost hear the beating of his heart as I have to plan your hair.
"That you're a fool. A madman ... "my arms do not have the strength to move, I turn, I throw away the cloth that I had in my hands. I grab the neck, forcing me to turn around towards him.
"And if I told you ..."
"Hush, do not say another word!" Plug the mouth and violently as my eyes pour her tears are already pretty damn close to doing so. No Frank ... I pray I may be wrong too ... later dick, you do not play with the feelings ... damn. Removes
plan my hand from her lips, squeezes. He smiles, looks at me straight in my eyes and stab the heart with a spear invisible gluing her lips to my one last, long and endless time. A breather.
"Ok" stands for a moment his face to mine.
"Tomorrow will be the most terrible day of my entire fucking life ... fuck" push him away.
"You think it's easy for me to go to the altar with your taste in the mouth yet?"
"Stop!" Can tear a scream while Gerard reaches us promptly.
"What the fuck ... Frank ..." The two men look in a way that had never done and I feel that there is a tension between them that goes beyond this debate.
not say a word, it goes away. I see him getting into the car through the window, it remains a bit 'inside before putting the glasses are so dark ... but I see that has his head down ... Gerard distracts my eyes from him, "It' s okay?"
"No, no I would say ... "note my tears, my eyes were swollen and is almost as bad as I am, I see him in the conduct that had to Frank when I met him.
"I would say that you made dinner time we go out ..."
wearing his jacket and it helps me to wear mine, takes the keys and go out from home. We head toward the parking lot, where my eyes wander, looking for a fleeting one that no longer exists ... Gerard reports on whether the focus is in front of me now. "I do not see tears in your eyes from now on or I swear I pissed seriously "and is perhaps the first reprimand for his part that deserves a hug, sincere, affectionate, desperate. Gerard I need you now, give me a bit 'of your strength. The string as never before, as if it were a lifeline. He caresses her hair "Let's moaning ..." ... "Stupid" ... we smile and we climb into the car. I do not know where it is taking me, I have no idea, I just know that I trust blindly.
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